This cycle of forgetting and remembering would normally be followed by a scourging; rereading past posts oftentimes come across (to me, at least) as whiny and childish. But I'll refrain from deleting anything- at least this time! The old me and the current me is the same and I suppose if you've put up with my rambling this far, you'll get through the rest of my klutzy writing.
Summing up the gap between last post and now, I'm still forever known as the girl without transport, blurry and inattentive (especially in the mornings- probably explains why I'm not currently close to anyone in school as insomnia problems have since doubled), stressed over studies,and all around pro-shapeshifter (no I'm not kidding). Some things just never change, do they?
I guess the biggest difference between now and then is that I've matured- both physically and mentally. I've overcame many doubts, learnt to stand up (more) for myself, been through friend crisis moments, a break up, sexually harassed (a tale for another time), and heartbreak over personal expectations. But I guess I shouldn't complain too much- friends come and go, expectations get broken, and we're never always at our best. As for physically, I guess the best example would be:
Credits to my babe Isabella Tan. Please do check out her Facebook page! She's nothing short of amazing. (Yes, I'm shamelessly advertising for her just because I can.)
And the best comment I've heard/read in relation to this picture is:
Personally I think the change is 95% because I've stopped wearing over-sized t-shirts and beach shorts and not due to any actual physical change (taking off the glasses help too, though I don't wear contacts often because they hurt my eyes)- but I'm not going to complain if people say I look better.
I'll post more pictures soon ❤
Also promising more updates and a blog revamp in the near future, summer would officially start at on Wednesday, 11.05am :)